lula.mae | INSTAGRAM | NOV 19

Haha Today's life lesson for moi. ❤️ Actually someone once dear to me used to say something like this to me, I thought he was crazy for saying it. But then today when I reached an incredibly high stress level that ended with me actually getting a fever, shaking hands, adrenaline off the charts, and a doc visit... I'm thinking maybe there must be some truth to this. ;-) I have adrenal fatigue, low blood pressure from shooting of cortisol (stress hormone) for going on three years now. And today, sitting across from my doc I (finally) realized... Nothing can stress me out, and no one can piss me off like today, unless I allow it. Guess that goes along the same lines of my last rant in regards to stress. ❤️ haha I'm sure it will take me a while to reach this incredibly fucking zen state. But I'm a quick learner. Guess I still have a lot of growing up to do, but I'm proud to have the heart I have through it all. Also I'm a bit stubborn, and maybe not always right haha ;-) lesson learned. Your life always figures it out for you when you don't I suppose, we just have to pay attention. I'm excited to see my progress with a zero fucks given attitude... And lots of fucks still given (figuratively not literally haha) for the good shit. Hope everyone had a great day. Note to Self: Don't let people and situations piss you off and suck out your good energy... ?? #MarciRant