Thanks for all the support on my last post. If I had known what those feelings were foreshadowing, I wouldn’t have believed it. I won’t go into the nitty gritty, but I will say that I’ve had enough. I’m stepping out of the situation. Surrendering my apartment and my space to this person who I’m not sure even knows what reality is. It’s very sad and very scary. I feel vulnerable that I gave so much of my time to someone who acted like he did after things began to settle. I also feel very angry that I can’t control what he says or does, regardless of the reality of the situation. Regardless of the truth. It’s not worth it. My time is better spent elsewhere. On the relationship my love and I are growing. On the preschool we’re building. To the environment we’re manifesting to get his kids back. The life we’re building. None of this could have been possible unless I put myself in the midst of and dealt with all this shitty shit that has happened with my ex. Without leaving him and dealing with the discomfort of everything involved with that breakup, I wouldn’t be as happy as I am now. Thriving in the life I’ve wanted to build for myself all along. I’m not going to let anything get in my way ? ? •
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