I find I have trouble keeping track of individual thought processes. I get overwhelmed easily with what's in front of me mixed with new ideas, those with a new twist, memories of things that worked that I want to expand on, people I need to communicate with, lines to update, stone meanings, chemical processes, sleeping dreams, waking ones and so on and so on. I was trying to explain to Kelly when I got flustered the other day that I felt like a tree trunk with all of my ideas and interactions as infinite branches reaching out from me. A few short days later I came across this diagram (line drawing of a basket star) of exactly what I meant. When I imagine myself at the center of this, I no longer blame myself for forgetting things and not getting everything done. Now I have tears in my eyes because I'm a beautiful and unimaginable creature with untapped potential. Xx. Source of photo unknown.