bylanistudios | INSTAGRAM | OCT 23

Well… I thought it was about time I introduced the real me. 💁🏻‍♀️ My name is not LANI, but she was my ‘new beginning’. ✨ My name is Jennifer, but you can call me Jenny for short. 😂 I’m 30 years old, and I was born on the Gold Coast, Australia. I am THE biggest introvert, and I suffer from crippling anxiety. It may not look like it… but I become more and more myself when I’m at home and being creative. 🎨 I’ve been through a lot of trauma in my past life. I’ve also given birth to three beautiful babies, one being a stillborn. His name is Kai, and he is my guardian angel. 👼 In that time, I haven’t been able to find time to hone in on MY passions. There has been soo much self-doubt. Thoughts like, do I deserve to be this happy? Is this what it feels like when you can find time to do what you love? Is this just all a dream? 💭 Anywhoo, I decided when I turned 30, I was going to do what I was MOST passionate about and to ignore the noise. But to me, it just feels so risky to do that. 😩 You know what I mean? But is this my ‘new beginning’? The meaning behind my passion project ‘LANI’ I will save for another day. Just to keep the anticipation. 😂 But I’ll leave a couple of keywords here. 🕵️‍♀️ Inclusivity & Diversity. 🫶🏼 Ps. I was going to post a carousel, but I thought not. And I’m trying to delete the cockroach, but I can’t. See what I mean? I hate cockroaches!! #aboutme #growth #journey #passion #diversity #mentalhealth #design #real #blogger