bylanistudios | INSTAGRAM | DEC 20

THROUGHOUT MY MENTAL HEALTH JOURNEY, I FOUND DESIGN AND ART A TOOL. TO GET ME OUT OF DEPRESSION OR A SUDDEN PANIC ATTACK. IT REMINDS ME OF MY GRANDAD WHO USE TO MAKE PAINT AND THE LOVE FOR DRAWING. I NEVER FELT I FIT IN TO THIS TYPE OF WORLD. EVEN THOUGH I WANTED TO BE A PART OF IT SO BADLY. IT FELT LIKE ONLY “COOL PEOPLE” COULD BE A PART OF IT. I JUST DIDN’T FEEL WORTHY. SO I KEPT THIS PART OF MY LIFE A MASSIVE SECRET OF MINE. NOW I HAVE GONE ALL IN AND I FEEL LIKE I’M CATCHING UP ON THE 13 YEARS I MISSED. I HAVE NEVER FELT THIS TYPE OF FREEING ENERGY IN A LONG TIME.