“you used to be all about climbing, what happened to you?”
i mean, i still pull on some rocks to see the best views.
but my words were getting lost in the struggle to please,
nudity in nature, send hard grades, be strong, be soft, but nothing in between.
now do you hear what i’m saying, or care that i’m here?
because i called you last week on the verge of tears,
and you said you were busy and hung up real quick,
now, that speed is to keep me from being problematic.
i’m trying so hard to get back to the point,
but people don’t understand and i get annoyed.
i started this media for someone who needed to relate,
not to cry or whine, or for feelings to negate.
stop talking over me, your advice is misplaced,
i want people to feel that this community is safe.
it’s ok to feel afraid, alone, or just over it.
you can still enjoy life, so long as you’ve chosen it.
stay positive,
💋xoxo