▫⚡▫?▫⚡▫?▫⚡▫? Have you ever felt like you're called to do something greater than you ever thought you're capable of even achieving? Something you feel defines you and moves you. Something you feel that you love with such intensity and no matter how many years it takes you won't stop. Yes, I have found myself on my knees , crying asking God to help me understand my struggles and to help me overcome them. I felt I wasn't good enough, I felt I wasn't worthy of such responsibility one day, or even ready to embark on such a journey without any guidance. Then I realized He was all I needed , what He placed in my heart is more powerful than any doubts or fears I had. I just knew losing myself in the service of others made me feel whole despite anything. I started to believe in myself through Him. In my potential, and ever since I'd be damned to allow anyone come between my dreams and plans. Helping the sick made me feel fulfilled, even with less than an hour of sleep. i was ready for everything that came up during the nights . Weather it was in OB/GYN seeing women being life to this world with tears of joy or even Neurosurgery seeing near death -death experiences tears of sorrow and pain . I'm still in the process of learning and growth. I remember growing up always being a little warrior with my mother, never would I have imagined God placing such a big calling in my heart. it's never easy there's many times where I have gotten down without knowing how to get back up but the thought of knowing I will be helping better the quality of life and delay death for others for the rest of my life keeps me going. God knows I will do His will no matter the obstacle placed in front of me. And since then good or bad I have found myself with fire & fuel to never give up -- Because of Him . Sometimes I don't know how to fully explain it , It's a feeling in your heart and soul that yearns for it, seeks it, and that in return makes you fight for it. Some wake up to an alarm , I wake up to a calling.-ß?