My boyfriend asked how am I? I answered, I'm happy - just now when I'm present in this moment. I thought in my mind that everything is great if I don't have to worry about the future. Today I can be happy. But there was also something that worried me and I was thinking when that thing is clear, I can be happy and relaxed.
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But how paradoxical is that?! We only have this moment. If we can't find peace, happiness and "perfection" here, we will never find those. We have a habit of thinking "after I'm in better shape, after I've finished school, after I have a boyfriend, after I've found my dream job - then everything is good, then I can be happy."
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But always something can occur and push us further away from our happiness, if we think too much. There is only a moment when we can find our peace and it's now. Only here and now! You are allready enough. You are in the right place, there where you need to be just now. We can be present and find that peace inside of us.
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So after I processed my thoughts for a few days, I'm actually very happy. I don't know anything about the future, so better if I don't think about it. I can focus on my breath and just be here in the moment. ?❤️