• LETS GET REAL •
This is something not so easy to talk about, but those that know me, know what and why happened in the last month.
Truth is, I have lost two friends of mine. No, nothing happened to them and they are okay, but our friendship is not.
I don't like to talk about this and even at this point I am very reluctant to write about it because I always believe there are 2 sides to each story.
We were really good friends. For about 8 to 9 years. But somewhere along the way my trust cracked and it is really true that you just can't play on broken strings. Why all this happened, well there are many reasons and it was a mixture of losing trust, of me being in a bad place a few years ago and a mixture of me changing from the core of my being.
As much as I tried, every time I wanted to trust them, at the back of my head there was this voice saying something was wrong. I didn't know why, but I do believe vibes don't lie.
It took actually years for it to turn out to be true, but I realised not all people will understand what you do and not all people will support what you do. And that is okay. But the thing is, if you are not supporting me, who I am and my dreams, no matter how crazy they get sometimes - are you really my friend then?
It was hard for me to let them go, but I do believe it is for the best. I don't believe in empty relationships filled with no sparkle in the eyes kind of talks. To have those that care about you and those who wish you all the best. Don't get me wrong, I wish them the best, but just in our own separate lives. We should all find happiness. And happiness is different for different people.
Not in my wildest dreams did I think destiny would connect me with these girls and that there are actually people out there who get you. Who get your perfectionism. Your dreams. Your goals. And I am so thankful for every minute spent with them. Even tho we all live miles away. Including @yogini_nerd. ?
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