thetiabeestokes | INSTAGRAM | JUL 19

I am still here...for them✨ Yesterday we made more memories thanks to roolee . We over came Fears together. We did hard things together and did things that made us stronger. Although I still struggle with survivors guilt...wondering why I’m still here, what’s my purpose and others are taken by cancer 😭 I feel bad, I feel sad because I wish so badly I could take the pain away from them and their families and I could trade them places... I have to believe I’m still here for them 😭 ALL 5 OF THEM. Even though my mind tells me sometimes that others could fill my place...I believe I’m here for them♥️ Since I’m still here I hope to teach them courage, faith, fun and living each day like it’s your last ♥️😭✨ because it’s truly a gift. If you are like me and have the same wonder...you are here for you loved ones you are here for a purpose✨ you are here because God needs you here...don’t forget it. Thank you for all the prayers so I could be here for my 5. 😭♥️🤟🏾 grateful for my tribe here. (Swipe to see Rosie teaching me how to pose🤣) Him. You. Me. We. “We got this” Xo Tia 🐝 day 450 fighting leukemia • remission • LIVING FOR TODAY 🌈