The hardest part of being a parent is watching my children grow, but the best part of being a parent is watching my children grow.
I wish this stage could last forever when I'm holding her on my chest, arms, or cuddling her so softly while laying down. I look at her facial movements, trying to memorize everything she does. I love the way her hand reaches for my chest, my hair, and how her little fingers grasp the moment she knows I have her. I love her fast little breaths as she's strengthening her lungs. I love her noises she makes as I feed her. I love how she is beginning to study my face when she opens her eyes. How her lashes are growing so perfectly.
I miss her when she's right by me.
As for me and my body no, I do not wish to be in this stage forever. I am amazed at my body and love it for what it did. I am feeling it heal as time goes on. I feel my mental state start to be a roller coaster. My baby pouch is slowly diminishing and signs of me once being pregnant are leaving.
With every healing change my body goes through, the older she gets. I know it's only been two weeks. But man time just tiks away and Im soaking it all in.
I know this stage won't last. It's the quickest stage of her life. Im trying to breath it in. Keep soaking it in. Feel the spirit at and the angels she has brought into our home. Straight from heaven our newborns are from.