I lay here in this bed trying so hard not to cry over someone who no longer cares about me but i couldn't do it i haven't cried in a month till tonight because those words you said about me they hurt me so bad and they tear me apart inside because you where the one I thought i could always trust and always be in my life but you decided to leave me. And i don't blame you its not like your the first one. Everyone, some sooner then later, leave me or just stop talking to me as if I'm invisible. Which to be honest i might as well be because I'm not there anyways I'm empty on the inside all alone. I don't know why i give you people this power over me to break me so easily and make me feel worthless like i know i already am....