I was 38 years old when I posted pictures of myself in a bathing suit for the first time. And I was TERRIFIED.⠀
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💕At the time, I had zero intention of this being a thing. I honestly just thought, maybe if I posted some pictures of me in a bathing suit on the internet that I would be more comfortable at the beach. Or the pool. I was so uncomfortable with the whole concept that I purposely posted them in the middle of a trip with a friend so that I’d be distracted.⠀
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❤️I’ve learned so much since then. I’ve learned that our perceptions of our own bodies are so different than our perceptions of other people’s. I’ve learned that the relationship with have with our bodies is nuanced and challenging and ever evolving. I’ve learned there is no simple solution to insecurities and body image and that this is a lifelong process. ⠀
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💕I’ve learned to take note of what makes me feel better or worse about myself. And I’ve learned to lean on the things that I know bring me joy.⠀
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☀️My summer joy list:⠀
-the sound of the waves at the beach⠀
-anything watermelon flavored (especially margaritas)⠀
-warm nights in the pool⠀
-runs before it gets hot⠀
-bbqs (do you call it bbqing or grilling? Cause I’m convinced this is a regional thing)⠀
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What is on your summer joy list?!?⠀
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