This clan of mine! They have made me 100% salt & pepper, (seriously tho, like no real color left in my hair). I have never been a tired person, until now. They have given me heart palpitations that make me certain I’m dying. I’ve never doubted myself as much as I do now. The confidence in my choices is shot. But the happiness, oh the depths of it! ♥️ The other day in our crazy kitchen while the 6 of us were cooking & eating, and loudly existing together I teared up and told my husband, “This chaos is everything I always hoped and dreamed for. This exact moment makes me wanna cry.” He looked at me like I was crazy and said, “Yea, I wanna cry too.” ??? #caffeinechaosandcusswords #gratitude #momlife #carrclanpartyof6 #twinmom #irishtwins #4kidsin4years #romporama #tinytags